this week so far is the worst ever. just wish i can just escape frm this b/s. what hurts the most is that HES the one that is makin my heart hurt. and he doesnt know that hes hurting me. all he does is laugh. i cant take this anymore. =’(
today:came to skool, when i went outside,thought i saw my friend but then it was actually HIM! (;
1st period: nothin to do, took roll, saw other classes run only
2nd period: not that much ppl were there cos of conflict manager
3rd period: did math problems, HE was there, so really happy
4th period: quiet all i did was read and watch pp
5th period: essay took up whole period
6th period:did taibo so hilarious
after skool: ride came late, so happy cos get to talk to friends but then HE came with his friends, wanted to talk to him but then my ride came>.< so sad y couldnt it came 5 minutes later AHA
i know its short but yeah that was my day LALALA
today: havent really post anythin for tumblr for some time cos im tooo lazy (=
1st period: ALL SKOOL RUN!! it was cold :o not a really good 1st period cos he didnt come for 2 WHOLE DAYS >:( SO SAD.
2nd period: went to mr hansons class to watch monteray video.. i cant beleive i was on the cover..anyways it was good and funny especially when ms hanson took a pic of HIS leg.. that was hella funny. nb grading today..
3rd period: i “swear” THAT class is boring, well it was boring b4 but without HIM its more boring.,LOL
4th period: crossword puzzle, it was hard tho :( umm did that worksheet and DUDE listen to me and wear his glasses„ looks so funny when davina slapped him HARD AHAHAHAHAHa.
5th period: fishbowl, so embarrassin give up cos *SOMEONE* was laughin at me when i talked.. so mean
6th period: all skool run got my personal best YAY!! umm saw the 3 musketers talkin to ms hein LOL
i know its kind of short but im too lazy to write more so byebye
today was an okay day
first period: did nothin just help ms hein timing ppl on the cross country mile. dang he ran fast!
2nd period: exam today had to pick partners. Ernesto is my partner, it was funny tho
3rd period: turn in hw! had to turn in the slips. take notes and HE talked to me about someone..gosh i hate him talking about that person.
4th period: biorgraphy report! got a B+ cos of my map>.< GOSH! anyways DUDE was so sad that he had a bad grade..it was so funny seein his expression tho!
5th period: had to do that chart.. it was hard i only did one (= at the end of the period substitute said that she made a mistake..i knew it that we had to work in our groups. anyways jonathan took my chart paper! and he said that he will give it back
6th period: yellow run! it was so tired and we played soccer but the team sucks so yeah
afterschool: my ride came late so had to wait like 10 minutes and when my ride came. saw HIM and robert he said that word to me again and smile and i told him to be quiet! (=
It’s funny how you still love the person, but you just stop needing them like you used to.
(via eletheowl)today: it was okay. 7th grader followed me and said the word i hate the most. gosh i hate HIM he’s so nosy telling ppl the word i hate the most..why cant he just mind his own business gosh!!!!
1st period: ALL SCHOOL RUN!! wanted to run with mr ummels class in the morning but couldnt cos substitute said that teacher doesnt trust 1st period so i have to write all their times down…1st person to make it is______. he got 4:00 didnt beat jonathan tho.-__-
2nd period: teacher was goofy. so funny. we talked about stuff for halloween. then we made slime so fun. i put too much water becos of *ehem* someone who told me to put that much water. so i added lots of glue so it can be equal. played with slime than it was time to leave.
3rd period: talked about coordinate graph. so funny cos teacher use celebrities. such as jessica alba, eva longloria parker, jennifer lopez, taylor launter and megan fox. boys were happy when teacher said megan fox especially gary. LOL than he used an example and he used a student in our class for the example and it was just funny and hilarious ;D first time that period was fun
4th period: had to do that problem solving thingy. DUDE was my partner and he didnt help me at all. all he would always say is “im not in the mood today” gosh u act like ur the only person who ever felt that way..i felt that way about someone too. teacher said that he would embarrass us( not going to tell u what he will embarrass us about) but at the end he didnt so it was good ;D. anyways dude blamed on me that i told someone about dude and HER. gosh i didnt tell someone that…SHE told that.
lunch: didnt eat lunch, didnt want to. went to english teachers class and saw mr au. so funny i told mr au to scare one of my friends. he was so scared and it was funny. then went outside to see the costume contest, i think it was a costume contest. :) umm than saw mr au and mrs cvp, then try to yell out mr au name so he can try to scare my friend again. but was playing around only, then my friend was tickling me so i couldnt call mr au.
5th period: had to pick partners for the theme thingy, davina said that she wanted to be my partner so i said yes. ( sorry _______ davina ask me first so i said no.) anyways decided to sit in front of davina but then jonathan sat there and then in front of jonathan was delta. so me and davina made fun of him and delta. Sahil said “jonathan ur goin to let them say that to u?” so jonathan sat away from delta, then i sat there next to davina (; then sahil and jonathan started to brag that their theme was so good. braggers :D anyways davina wanted me to go up to the board with her to write the theme so i did but she wrote it and then DUDE ask me can i write it for him but i said NO.he was doing that peanut butter mouth. i like being a meanie to him.:) than talked to dude for a little bit about something. i forgot was it was. LOL :)and when class was over sahil said that he hope i will get a good run time..aww so nice of him for saying that.
6th period:ALL SCHOOL RUN!!it was easy this time cos the substitute for 1st period taught me a way to run faster and i wont feel tired and it totally worked. i beat my time by 20 seconds so happpy. than talked to davina and ivan. ivan kept poking me, it tickles. :D ok LAALALALLA bye bye
When no ones around to see her pain, she breaks down. They say she’s so strong, but they’ve never seen her cry. She’s got everyone fooled.
(via eletheowl)The one thing I hate most is saying goodbye. It’s never been easy for me. I mean, how do
you approach the concept of goodbye? Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day. Some are for a month. But others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept. It’s like, hey, I’m never going to see you again, goodbye. It doesn’t feel complete. But I think that’s what goodbyes are. They’re incomplete and you honestly don’t know how long the goodbye will last. It’s a part of life. A part of life i could do without.
(via eletheowl)
today: well today was ok, not that windy as yesterday and tuesday. davina told me that dude was sad about history yesterday.
1st period: umm had a speech about substitute. today substitute in charge of doing warmups. then when she did the push ups she counted it too slow that the 7th grader had a hard time doing it. just like what ms hein does in 6th period pe. she counts so slow. umm then 7th graders did relay races. it was funny and yelled at a 7th grader today cos she was wearin jeans under her sweats =). today that annoying 7th grader is absent so happy =)
2nd period: umm had to grade foldables. boring and teacher did an experiment about atoms moving faster and than the little rat went inside someones shirt and he tickled so bad. it was funny and today saw brownie scratching itself and cleaning itself so funny and cute.
3rd period: that class is gettin boring and boring but today teacher gave us candy. it was good tho. umm we did math problems and thats it
4th period: well it was awkward in that class cos dude knows that davina knows and its like their friendship is ruined.=( i feel sad for dude cos dude is just like me, and now he lost a friend but not just any friend, an important friend, like i lost an important friend. so didnt feel like making fun of dude anymore cos seeing dude reminds me of my past =’( well today teacher picked partners and ask davina who does she pick and she pic this guy instead of dude cos it felt awkward workin with dude. so dude had to be pair up with me and its goin to be bad tomorrow.
5th period: umm had to turn in vignette :( my vignette is really bad. read HMS and it was funny but dude kept looking at me with sad faces and i do feel sorry for dude cos his bff betrayed him and told her. like how i felt when she told HIM(not dude) well but it looked like he was crying. so sad =’(
6th period: didnt play soccer so yay!!played dodgeball i wanted to play that for a long time so finally played that. ALL SCHOOL RUN TOMORROW >.< goin to see HIM tomorrow when he runs. LALALA ok byebye